Hello! I didn't update for 3days? Nothing for me to update too.
Sunday, had my day spent @ Grandparent's place.
Didn't take any photos as we were all busy gambling. lol.
I didn't know i would actually enjoy my stay @ grandparent's place that day. :)
YangWui came over himself in the evening.
Than.. Went off around 8? Had dinner w him @ WS than... Home.
It felt as if, it was the last time i'll be seeing him.

YTD, had my day spent @ home.
Wasn't a pleasent one.
YangWui came in the afternoon.
I'm not happy.
I'm hurt, i'm in pain. I wanna give up.
No point talking much. Coz, nothing change in the end but, it became my fault.
Whatever happen, seems to be me, the one , who make it turn out this way.
I need someone by myside. I need accompany. I'm left w no one, but you.
I've lost everything. Every single thing. Not you.
Who will understand the pain that i'm going through?):
Tears keep flowing & flowing.. Feel like screaming my lungs out. Crying as hard as i can. Its just simply so pain, than no words could represent my pain.

Today, whole day, rot @ home.
I guess... Soonner or later, i'll get depression.
I can no longer get any hurt anymore, cause i had enough.
Stop hurting me , will you? I feel so suffocated.

I wonder, how should i spent my tmr. Sighh...